Guys I feel like crap. I’ve been slacking SO MUCH to the point where I think I look even bigger than before. Argh. I don’t feel as good as before. I haven’t really been caring about what I eat. After I eat things I feel gross with myself but I just can’t bring myself to do anything about it so I eat more. I hate it. I hate how I can’t control it. I feel so weak 0.0 I mean, it’s not supposed to control me, it’s just food! What on earth is wrong with me?!?! So I don’t know how to go back or what to do now. I just hate the way I have become. And I feel like I have too many feels. *le cry*
I just went out for a run, now doing a few Blogilates/Pop Pilates videos (finished One More Night Cardio and the love handle one !!) I am sweating but it feels good because since school, I’ve been neglecting the promise I made to myself. Not good. Btw, my moms in Australia right now! She bought me so many things, I can’t wait till she gets back! I get to buy HEALTHY GROCERIES :D
My sister and I got a gift last night from our cousins
They thought so much about it, it made my sister teary. We both got the clothes we looked at from the mall, and then we got a shared gift basket. In the basket there was: 2 bath bombs from lush (Sakura and Sex Bomb - our faves), little trinkets from bath and body works - one of my favourite stores, candles from yankee candle - my sister adores candles, iPhone cases, and the best of all - tea from Teaopia (now Teavana, but they got Tulsi Dosha Chai Rooibos which is heavenly) !!!
My sister and I made the tea last night and wow it was sooo gooooooddddd, I can’t wait to use it in the fall!!